Quote for the day !

Recently I have watched this movie 'We bought a zoo' ... when I was watching it I thought 'Why the hell am I watching such a kiddo movie!!' but everything has a lesson at the end of it ... I was clueless and confused when I was watching it and bingo ... this is what I got to hear

"Sometimes in life, all you need .. is 20 seconds of Insane courage .... just 20 seconds of embarrassing bravery"

This is what the Dad tells his son when he is confused about his life ... the phase where he doesn't know if the girl he is hanging out is the one who he's in love with or just a friend ... let me tell you that one reason was that the girl was elder to him :P ... After hearing this he goes out and proposes to the girl :P

What a difference can 20 seconds do to you :) ... I have always been the girl who feared the so called big steps in life and at this phase I had a lot of things on my mind about my new job, my life in general etc., ... but when I heard these words it made me feel so comfortable ... I could see the difference starting that minute ... I just had a peg and watched the movie with my friend and slept peacefully :)

My Lonely Encounters

When I felt lonely today ...
I was so occupied with the thoughts of being the one unnoticed always.
I never realized there was someone watching me and comforting me all the time.
Surprisingly the sun tried so hard to kiss me whenever he could, all over me.

As I started home by various transports he kept his pace each time and never missed a second to embrace me in his warmth, overcoming many obstacles(trees and buildings). But suddenly there was a cloud and I couldn't feel the warmth anymore.
Worried, I looked out to search and there he was, shining even brighter, kissing even harder as the cloud passed away while I shied away.

All the while I forgot to mention that there was Mr.Wind competing equally with the sun to blow cool breeze onto my face thinking that too much heat would hurt me but he actually meant to say that he also was watching me, caring for me.

As I travelled by the roads with trees on each side, the wind told them that I was coming by. When I arrived they shouted out to me - "Hey, Hello how do you do ? never forget we're always there for you ".

When I collapse into my loneliness again and again the sun burns hot and the wind blows dust into my eyes not to hurt me but to just let me know that they are always by my side and I just have to smile.

At night when I thought I was a lonely star in the huge sky, while everyone is relishing the view of the sky and the stars, the moon shines over me and shows me to the world saying you're our *STAR*.

Ever since I had come across this thought, whenever I feel lonely I'm reminded of the fact that there are lotsa things which are more magical in the nature which will never leave your side. Every second in life and all those countless feelings that make up every second are simply miracles :) ... So, whether its a good day or a bad day its still a miracle and it still makes u feel <3

Poetry #1 …

These are a random few lines I had come up with, long time back when I was utterly bored and also had a little crush on a special someone which lasted for as long as say .. just enough to finish the lines … dun dive too much into investigation anyway, as the moment is looooooooong gone … so here it is,

 

teri aankhon mein apna chehra kabhi nahin paaungi,
tere raahon mein apna raasta na dhoond paaungi,
teri baahon mein apni saanse na thaam paau mein,
teri dhadkano mein apna naam kabhi sun na paau mein,
yeh sab jaante hue bhi maine kab socha ki,
baaton hi baaton mein apne aap ko kho baitungi,
raaton hi raaton mein(/ki) neendein kho baitungi,
sapno mein bhi tujhe na bhool paau mein,
inn chotisi mulaqaato mein apna dil kho daala hain !

 

Enjoy laughing … This was surprisingly written by me myself .. but somehow reading it at a later point in time makes me totally LOL

Disclaimer: Any grammatical mistakes .. especially gender addressing one’s are purely not intentional !

Friends ? … not anymore ?

 
No offense meant to anyone in particular … this is just a result of the complicated situation between one set of  friends … In fact this is like a confession to them … I believe this kind of a stage comes in every group sumtym or the other when they think everything between them is over !


I don’t believe in single lines, nor do I believe in long n lengthy paragraphs ... All I believe is to convey what I have to confess COMPLETELY ... no matter how many words it requires ... Please try to understand that this is not the urge to put something forward just because its my point of my view ... its not for the likes, its not for the comments ... its just a hope ... A hope that somewhere sum corner it might strike the chord and if not now at least in the long run it might make you ponder ...


ponder over the thought as to what are you fighting for ? ... r u fighting because ur best frnd left u for a new frnd ? ... r u fighting to watch the fun ? ... r u fighting at all ? ... r u fighting because u love the person and that person is not understanding u ? ... r u angry or r u jealous ? ... y dun u understand that sumbdy cud luv u soooo much tht they can't watch u go ? that cud have brought the anger out ? ... its not a war not a revenge ! ... its easier to take a step, wait for a second and try to understand - what u really want ?who u really want ? what do u want from tht person ? ... r u feeling guilty ? ... r u trying to blame them for hurting u ? ...


I knw wat i feel sad for ... I'm sad because nobody here has the freedom to choose the person and the degree of closeness they want to maintain with that person ... I'm sad because people do not tell u honestly when their priorities change ! ... I'm sad because people are soo scared to accept the change that they might end up looking as if they are pretending to the world ... its not wrong if ur more comfortable with ur new friends ... its not wrong to share secrets in a subgroup ... comfort with the person ur sharing is all tht matters ... y can't we be adults and accept the truth and give them the privacy ... relationship or friendship does not matter ... as much as the mistake lies with the culprit I believe an equal proportion also lies with the victim too ... Communication is the most important ... It is important and also ur duty to let ur old friend know the truth ... and most of all before u point out, blame, like, love, confess or any small or big step u take it is very very important for U to know the truth in ur heart n mind ...


Remember that the person ur fighting with now was the one u admired just few yrs ago ... its the same person u wer best friends with ... its the same person who u luvd chatting with ... its the same person who u shared secrets with ... its the same person u fell head over heels for and proposed .... its the same person u tied Rakhi to ... its the same person u collectively teased for having got most rakhis ... its the same person whom u went shopping to get the right gifts and friendship bands for ... its the same person for whom u fought with ur family so u cud watch a movie together, it’s the same person who was there for u when ur mom/dad dint believe in you, it’s the same person who encouraged u to fall in love, who took ur case when u remotely liked sumone, who made u laugh, who made u smile, who took weird and funny pictures of u and then blackmailed u later, who luvd talking to u on phone for hours together, who helped u study, who helped u pass the exams, n if I keep going on like this I know that this list will never end … Cuz I had all of u to make me feel a lot more than all of this above … I can live another 20 yrs easily just trying to remember what all I shared with u in those 4 n odd years …


Just few simple things wud have helped us be in a better place ryt now … be honest when u like sumthing or sumbody, dun be rigid to put ur opinion forward alone … also try to understand what the other has to say … Respect other’s opinions, Love or hate be honest and proud about it … cuz in the end u will realize if u truly hated u wudnt have been comfortable enuf to talk to tht person too … Its only because the comfort dominated the negatives that u ended up being frnz … its not wrong to compromise … its not wrong to take a step down … its far better than leaping to conclusions …


Avoid: its not a great thing if u know secrets about sumbody and all u do with the information u have is boast around claiming that u understand that person better than anyone else (remember that I knew him/her too as I was the old friend … I’d feel bad cuz I have them no more … not just me … everybody whose priorities have changed) … try to bring people together(not by letting out their secrets or just SHUT the hell up!!) … dun make it harder for people … everybody is already in a very complicated phase and at least they think they are in …


So here’s my confession … I couldn’t let go of people I luv … I still luv them … im angry n jealous at tyms … but I definitely dun hate them … I respect their privacy … all I wanted to know was the truth … I might fight but im happy atleast m honest … I will receive the bitterest truths with a smile … I would be happy if I would make atleast 1% sense … ultimately it was just an effort because I dun want to regret losing even one of u’ll for the wrong reasons … I'm not sure how would people take it when they read this ... its not anger not disgust ... its a request ... a plea ... ! ... I really miss those times we had together ...


Stand up for urself or u stand up for sumbdy else, but dun forget to stand up for the truth ... cuz ultimately the truth will be out ... its better u put it out before the third person does :)


Life’s Lesson #2: Be Honest and Keep things simple … Talk when u have to … remain silent when u have to …. smile often … let them know how much you love them … let them know u’ll be there for them … let them know what went wrong … they have a right to know !

Why a blog ?!

I think this is how many bloggers start off their blogs with ... explaining what led them to do this ... what led them to share their feelings with everybody not even knowing if there would be anybody ... when it's just a one-sided feeling to throw your feelings out and not have to think about it ... In spite of having various circles of close friends and family around you ... I did hear a lot about people starting blogs ... I also had the urge to start my own ... about feeling good after venting out things on their blogs ... Being an expressive kind of a person even I was asked as to why I don't blog 2 years earlier ... I was always interested in writing but then I had second thoughts about putting my thoughts out in the open ... is it really that necessary ? I thought for a second don't I have friends to share ... but then, now I realized this is a whole new experience ... I think people like me should go through a certain phase to actually start working on their dreams ... I might have started blogging on a sad note but I'm pretty sure there are a lot of people out there who might have faced the same serendipity's in life ... yes that's true, i call everything a serendipity because every thing that happens in life follows a lesson to be learned ... I believe its always good to learn than to close yourself with ego and not see the practicality out there ... I am not saying I am a saint and I know it all ... but I try to understand as much as I can and as many as I can ... hehe .. I know its a little too much ... n I look a little too old ... but then I have made my share of mistakes too I get angry too ... I love people too I get scared too ... I am no different than any other person in this world ... I remember that feeling when I get to know that somebody else has faced a same situation ... when somebody else got angry like me ... when somebody else felt jealousy ... it makes me feel like i'm not the only insane person feeling that way ... I feel human !! ... Hence I'm here to face the insanity and then tell you the learning I had when i'm in a saner position :P ... This way I can keep track of things and won't forget them ... Apart from the learnings, sharings, teachings, journal, etc ... it's just that I want to vent them out ... n that is why I'm finally here :) <3

Life's Lesson #1: Do what you want to do ... Do not try to waste your time thinking if you would be good at it or not ... Do not do them for others ... Do it because you always wanted to(keep in mind that somebody else is not involved in the picture ... I mean don't do it to hurt somebody) ...